Cancelled holidays

My mum has just decided to cancel her trip to Germany. It has to do with the seperation thingy. I think she wants to save some money. Still this thing looms endlessly in my head. Sometimes I ask how come it affects me this much. I mean, I am not a kid anymore, I have a full-time job, my own life. My communication curve with my parents was not always the same. My mum recently told me that I do not talk anymore. She was right. I guess I was a bit stressed at the time, running from one thing to the another. I still am anyway, but there are times where you cannot cope.